F-Bombs

I've only been away from home for a week?!? OMG! It feels like months! lol.

Thankfully, it has gotten a bit easier. No tears! Which is always a good sign. But I still feel quite alone w/o a room or a drawer... or my immediate family or closest friends.

The past few months in Montreal were pretty exciting for me, and I think that's why this transition is so much harder. I had my brother's car for a month! And I was hanging out with people to say my goodbyes! I was never home. I was at restaurant's, at the movies or just kicking it at someone's house. So now I'm here with no friends and no car! Back to being a loner on the bus.

I am so grateful to my friends though who keep calling and sending me emails. I would be lost without you!

That's my little tribute to some friends! It's actually my desktop background. A nice reminder that I do have friends! Hehehe. All those people in that picture I love tonssssssss :D Some of them I've been friends with forever while others are more recent. But either way they bring some joy to my life! Some of them I'm not as close as I would like to be... but that's okay because I'm going to stalk you forever. I know we will always have some kind of relationship. And obviously there are people missing! And that's because we never took a picture together... or at least not one that I own. So when I see Chantelle, Rouel and Caryn again... we definitely have to take a picture so I can add you to my exciting collage ;)

And of course besides my friends keeping me sane (as they often do)... there's God. He's great! He's always there... 24/7 and always takes me... no matter what I look like or how I feel. Without Him I would definitely be back in Montreal... in my own bed! It is quite hard though... trusting Him... that He knows what He's doing. But one day at a time! Keeping faith... trusting utterly and completey... even though the tunnel is dark and I have no idea where I'm going!

I know my family is reading this saying... what about me! You guys are so needy! lol. My family goes without saying! Though they need me to say it! I love that I can always have a good cry on the phone with my brothers and mom. They too are there when I need them! I thank God for having a family that supports me and believes in me! It more then helps!

So that's my support system... Faith, Family & Friends. There isn't in order though... they all work together simultaneously... God keeps me alive and my family keeps me believing and my friends keep me sane! Hehehe. That's the Kisha Trinity... um... is that sacriligous??? lol.

And with the help of my amazing support system, I have ventured out everyday this week. Not that there is much to do in Brampton when you are broke but the nice weather has been inspiring! I feel so free in my Keds and Tees :D

And I continue to job hunt... which is getting a little depressing... but we'll talk about that later!

The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone..."

Genesis 2:18

There was a man all alone; he had neither son nor brother.

There was no end to his toil, yet his eyes were not content with his wealth.

"For whom am I toiling," he asked, "and why am I depriving myself of enjoyment?"

This too is meaningless—a miserable business!
Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work:
If one falls down, his friend can help him up.

But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! [...]

A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.

Ecclesiastes 4:8-12