The Year of New Beginning's... I think :P

2008 started out pretty nice... I decided to stay in Montreal work at the daycare until June. I'm going to be working with my "favorite" kids (you shouldn't have favorites tho :P) and I'll be able to help out my mom. And then I got my driver's license. This was on my list of things to accomplish in life... so it was a pretty big deal. And on my first try too!!! And 2008 also brought me my nephew.

Unfortnately, I'm not feeling like a star :(

I actually feel like Im back in 2006.... which was a pretty bad year for me. I was depressed and made a lot of stupid mistakes because of it. I led the most unsatisfying life... full of hanging out w/faking friends... clubbing every weekend... sharing my goodies w/guys who didn't care what my last name was! Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice!

But I just recently realised that this is me when life... transitions. I get insecure... unsure of who I am... and I get a lil crazy. I look for "love" in all the wrong places.

So now that I have graduated from University... and Im waiting for life to start... trying to make decisions. What do I want to do with the rest of my life? What if my dreams don't come true? Am I gonna end up doing what Im suppose to do? What are my dreams???

Unforutnately, when things get too stressful... I throw my hands up in the air and take a nap. No decision is made... no step forward is taken... I just lie down... with my eyes closed.

May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed.

Psalm 20:4

Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails.

Proverbs 19:21